IF ONLY I COULD… is a dance project exploring the process of ageing and memories through contemporary and ballroom dances performed by emerging, established dance artists and elderly residents.
IF ONLY I COULD… engaged aged care residents in Brisbane and regional communities to participate in a creative development process where they collaborated with some of Queensland’s most exciting professional dancers.
Directed by Angela Chaplin and choreographed by Lizzie Vilmanis, the creative development involved 10 Queensland dancers and 10 residents from two Lutheran Services Aged Care Centres.
During the development, dancers collaborated with, residents to create a unique choreographic language that was available to all physical abilities and respond to the big lives of the elderly resident movements to cater for different abilities and sharing their skills to develop the piece.
IF ONLY I COULD... was presented at Judith Wright Centre of Contemporary Arts (JWCoCA) in November 2018 to over 200 audiences members and at two Lutheran Nursing homes: Zion Aged Care (Nundah) and Tabeel Aged Care (Laidley).
$65,260 support ($40,000 cash support/in kind venue and equipment support valued at $25,620) through the QASP – Arts Ignite –JWCoCA.
Arts Ignite – JWCoCA supported creative development projects of up to four weeks’ duration, and a further optional showing or short performance season, at the JWCoCA in Brisbane.
Some of the residents who have trouble communicating are speaking more, and in general people’s participation has increased and residents are more engaged and happier. - Clare Apelt, Lutheran Services Creative Programs Advisor, Quest Community News, 9 December 2018.
It is simply interesting to partner with a non arts organisation. We had to learn the language and expectations of both sides of the partnership. Whilst this was challenging it was also very rewarding.
It’s so important to remember that the elderly are still living very big lives - Angela Chaplin
One of the participants said to me ‘I wasn’t allowed to dance when I was younger because it supposedly led to other things, but now I can’t do those other things I’m keen to dance' - Clare Apelt
I deeply welcomed the inclusive / integrated nature of the performance. I have witnessed 'supported' performances in theatre in the past and enjoyed them too, for what they had to offer. However, to witness such an inclusive/ integrated dance performance - ie with older and younger; disabled and abled; inexperienced and professional performers working alongside each other made for a much more profoundly affecting theatre engagement. – Donna McDonald
Very moving, crying, honest, wonderful – Audience member
We just loved the production. It just shows the endless possibility of these wonderful performers. – Audience member
Working with people who are not physically independent and who may suffer from dementia presents all kinds of challenges when working in a physical art form. However, the rewards far outweighed the challenges.
Remember to problem solve together and not force outcomes on participants
The next stage of IF ONLY I COULD... is supported through QASP Arts Ignite – JWCoCA with investment of $63,780 (cash and in-kind) in 2019.
In 2020, Brisbane's Queensland Performing Arts Centre (QPAC) came on board as a partner to support workshops and a proposed performance season (which is on hold due to COVID-19). QPAC is also supporting the project's Teaching Artists to work with residents in Aged Care homes.
Dancing back the years newspaper article
If only I could video by Zaimon Vilmanis
In October 2021, a new workshop series of If Only I Could has seen the project continue to grow. Read more about the project's evolution in The Lockyer and Somerset Independent article, Artistic freedom knows no age (PDF) (520.05 KB) .
A pdf version of this case study is available here.